journal 17

What benefit is it of mine to turn to others and stare into the window of their life as they drive past and how has the definition of caring about others changed in the last decade? What benefit do we find when we know things about others business? Their comings and...

journal 16

All my mindless drivel. Somehow, I am thinking it’s mindful drivel. That what’s coming out of my mind is worth reading. Worth something to another human brain. I suppose that’s what all art is about. Making something that’s worth something to someone else. Creating...

Journal 15

If you wake up and you think I can’t today, then you already haven’t. You already haven’t because you said that you wouldn’t. In a way, you said it, now it will come true. Not because you have the power to speak things into existence as it were, but because even if...

journal 14

I think I am plugged into my future, but, if not God, then nothing. Plugged into nothing. Tracing the cord back to the wall, finding nothing –Blink 182. Flustered and frustrated. I am writing from a table that’s currently uneven, but what does that even...

journal 13

In your mind, it is unhelpful to confirm over and over again, negative things. Rather, reaffirm things that carry you to the next expression of your love for others. When I am thinking downward, I tend to feel downward, make downward decisions and so on. But, when I...

journal 12

The instantaneousness of culture robs mindfulness. Attempting to enjoy a fleeting moment of fulfillment when there’s always “something” better, bigger, and higher is unattainable. Like counting stars or sand grains on beaches. The accepted insatiable. Some kind of...